Sunday, July 23, 2006

Nothing else matters

The day I have been waiting for all these years has finally arrived. When you have someone special with you, nothing else matters. Absolutely nothing.

And for once (and probably only once) I love Indian Airlines, for safely ferrying my beloved across the mighty ocean..

RAQ: When bliss hits you at the speed of a blizzard, it feels like a wave of the magic wand by a wizard.


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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Hold On

This is for a special friend looking for a special someone...

Hold on...


Dont flee, with doubt in excess
Yet there could be that special someone
Who sees you as his princess
Whilst your sordid fear, long bygone

When things do seem as you need
It only increases your pride and greed
But when things go all so wrong
We tend to let go a tired song

What we need is a moment of clarity
Truth, alas, is but a rarity
Lets face it and see the brighter side
Casting your worries about present and future aside

Let not a decade's misery blind you
Be positive and indeed there will be a few
Who think the world of you, and soon
You will realise failure is but a boon

Not all love is full of roses
Ending as a pair under an arch
Time will decide when that someone proposes
Till then, let not the past deter your determined march

May God bless you with all you want
We all search, intrigued by the questions that haunt
Most choose to feel the pain and grumble
But the successful say it makes them humble

When we forego our needs and learn to accept
When we learn to gain from pain, pleasure we intercept
When we grow out of our wants, we see the world as it is
Nothing's more special that living your life, with not a second to miss

So my dear miss,
Your Prince hasnt gone amiss
All I say is enjoy your day, till you get an instant fizz
When he comes into your life and takes you to eternal bliss.


RAQ: In a list, there is always a first and a last; If the first is the last, the list doesn't last!

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

JPM - Flair and Flare







Shocked was I to see the news yesterday. I never considered him a Champion, but he was a fighter, always up for driving the wheels off any car hes got into and never afraid to bang wheels with a competitor. Such was his intensity that he had broken down innumerable Williams'. From a rookie who had the guts to stun the World Champion in just his third race, he has been a terror in the offing. Too bad he has to go out after being subdued by his new boss over the last couple of seasons. Just why he wasnt able to click at McLaren would be anything from unreliable car to an admonished soul. However, now he has gone as he came. In a whirl of fire. He showed his Colombian aggressiveness aplenty during his 6 yrs in F1, but never had he garnered my respect as much as he does now, for the simple fact that he had the guts to show the finger and walk out mid season. Ofcourse, even a layman would know the real reason is not NASCAR but the accident that took his teammate out last GP. I think it was more a manifestation of his bosses' anger over not able to retain their number 1 driver due to poor results like the last one. And this guy aint one to gulp down insults and eat his pie. I am still very much an F1 fan, and absolutely a Schumi fan, but Im proud of u Montoya, for you are a man! And F1 has surely lost some of its flair and flare, with him...

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

My Best Friend...

I miss quite a few things of late.. Talking to my friends as much as I would, running to meet them online with every buzz as I should, sharing their happiness and sadness as much as I could, but now I feel like a dead wood...

Its the time when time doesnt seem to chime, when every rhyme seems not so sublime, when speakers dont blast and songs dont last, when I sleep till it gives me a creep, when I say goodnight before midnight... something is terribly wrong.. the reason is I long to be where I belong...cos its been so long for it to come along...

The reason... my best friend. He is gonna leave me forever. I broke down in tears the moment I realised hes gonna leave. He has been my best friend in life. I have had a lot of my friends stab me in my back, but when the role is reversed, it is just heartbreaking. You dont realise the true value of anything until it leaves you. I have only seen one person in their deathbed so far, and I am reminded of it.. The painful affectionate last touch, longing for him to never leave you, but knowing fully well that you need to let go. No pain, no gain. I mean, how mean!

I have always been proud of my friend. He has always been on my side. Whenever I needed him, he was there. Bore the brunt of all my faults, even my parents used to scold him for all my faults, and he has been ever so patient and never left me even in my worst of times. We promised each other that we will always be there for each other, forever. My parents used to even call me by his name at times! Such was our closeness. We used to be such pals that there wasnt a day when I hadnt met him. And now that he is leaving, it hurts. Like never before, like never again..My whole body shudders with the fear of the unknown, a life without him, my veins strains knowing it can never relax again, my best pal being snatched away by fate right in front of my eyes. And I can do nothing to prevent it. Its only a matter of days (18 to be precise) that would change my life forever.

This is probably not an ode that my famed laziness deserves, but all I can say is that I love you, my precious laziness, and im gonna miss u lots! Being the eternal optimist, I do hope against hope that my better half will allow me to catch up with you, my pal, ever so often! Meanwhile, 18 days is a long time isnt it? Be with me, all that time, will you?

RAQ: When all seems lost, there is still hope to breach. When hope seems lost, there is dope to reach. But when dope is in scope, say nope, is what I preach!

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